Wednesday, May 21, 2008

"I like Prana coz he's SEXAY!"

I saw a play today.

I don't really go to these things much, but recent events have led me more and more to the arms of local theatre.

I can't even remember what it was called. It was good though. Written by a young writer who I incidentally see at parties and gigs (didn't know she wrote plays), it was a somewhat satirical look into local schools, the state of our education system, the (dys)functionality of Malaysian parental units and everyone favorite sweep-it-under-the-floor topic: racism.

I liked it. A few actors should walk the plank but still it was good.

On a separate note, I found myself holding back today. I texted my best friend asking if she was free to meet up at night. She replied saying she wanted to stay in and watch DVDs so I replied saying ok cool some other time then. I wanted to end it by saying "I miss you," but stopped midway.

The thing with me is that if I'm close enough to you and if I miss you, I'll tell you. Pretty straightforward? Thing is, I say it all the time. I stopped midway (and eventually just sent the sms without it) coz I sometimes get the feeling that my best friend thinks I give out lines like that like someone giving out laptop promo pamphlets at low yatt. But I don't. I do if I genuinely love you (like how I love my best friend) but everytime I say it I mean every syllable.

But I held back. I think about it and it kinda sucks.

You hold back love coz people aren't used to having a lot of it in their face.

On a separate but related note, I don't understand my girlfriend sometimes. But I will. Heck, its only been 11 days.

Hello.

I haven't done this for ages.

It took so god damn long to sort out what my damn user name was for this particular blog. It's been too long since I properly vented online and I think now's the time.

Well maybe not now.

It's frickin' 4am and I refuse to go to bed without watching an episode of Tenjou Tenge, especially since I finished reading the Age of the Five (it was disappointing).

Besides I'll need a clear mind to think intelligent nicknames for the people I'm gonna talk about here.

This is after all, a secret blog.